Depression
My situation almost similar with people with depression that lead into suicide. Well, I am in depression, not as far as to kill my self but I am on my way to kill my job. Part of me still screaming for help, begging for attention from specific person, which in my case is my superiors. I want them to know that i am depressed, i feel not okay and i greatly need of help. But i want them to know just from my careless gesture, from the harsh and sarcastic tone of my word, from the void of emotion in my face. Yes, part of me waiting for them to say " I understand ", without i need to explain it. I want them to reach out their hands and help, without i need to asking for it. But they don't. And the depression keep going deep. The cliff I climb keep going high. Some other person reach out to me, but they are not what i want. They are good, they are the best, but they aren't the right medicine for this ill. I want them to do it. But still they didn't. So when th