Deep Talk (2)
It's been 3 months and more since i last speak with my parents . Terakhir pas gw ketawan lagi di Bali dan nyokap gw histeris nelpon + nangis-nangis sampe nyinggung-nyinggung kalo gw belum nikah dan bikin dia worry trus. Dia bilang kalo kerja cuman gitu-gitu aja trus. Seolah-olah kerjaan gw doesn't matter . Sakit hati banget, gw selalu never enough di mata dia. Selalu berekspektasi A, B, C dan bedanya sekarang I'm done being the good boy who always filled her expectations . So I just cut it off. Stop komunikasi dan just ignore it. Gw masih bales kalo di tanya lewat whatsapp, meskipun hanya reply seadanya doank, tapi kalo ditelpon gw masih ga mau. Apalagi sekarang gw udah di Jakarta lagi, salty aja karena memori selama tinggal di Bali jadi rusak. Gw cuman mau bilang, stop involving in my life. I am an adult now. Whatever shit I do, how fucked up I am , cukup tau aja, cukup doain aja. Ga usah nelpon trus nangis-nangis, it doesn't work anymore . Cuman bikin gw makin n